Your Obsession is Waiting

what do you do when the things that you've counted on for so very long don't work anymore?

i have been putting off so many things that i just don't feel like doing.

and now, it's just time.

time to do such things or leave them all behind.

little things add up to bigger things.

and even the little things in the distance are getting bigger and bigger.

like a shopping list the things tick out:

get organized
buy soap
fix the sink
give things away
sell things on ebay
go through the files
throw most of that shit out
get rid of the baggage
call the important ones
stop taking calls from the ones that aren't important
read music
think freely
speak honestly
enjoy beauty
laugh
play guitar
stop getting talked into things
live
love
stop hesitating
tell them
don't live in songs
call her
nevermind
make plans
keep promises
take risks
make a plan
stick to it
don't take yourself, or anyone else, for granted
tell them
sing
louder
smile
harder
cry
even if you just want to
think
clearer
work smarter
forget about "things"
don't worry about circles
take it to heart
then you can feel it
then
tell them
see if they'll tell you back
don't let her do that to you
don't let her
friend is not a four letter word
love is
the biggest mistakes are the "human-est" kind
and we all make them
make more decisions
don't worry if they're not perfect
don't worry when you're not perfect
you're not
neither is she
despite the bright and the shining
wait
something good will happen
move
something good will happen
try
something good will happen
think
something good will happen
feel
something good will happen
smile
something good will happen
sing
something good will happen